I’ve been in Chicago for four years this week. Crazy how time flies.
I would have done something fun like toasted with some
champagne except I spent the afternoon in the doctor’s office and was under
strict orders not to drink alcohol or coffee.
No, I’m not pregnant – that would actually be impossible – I've just got
severe acid reflux.
Monday night I woke up with severe chest pains and an
intense burning in my throat. I honestly
thought I was having a heart attack. If there was pain in my left arm, I would
have gone straight to the hospital. After
popping Pepto and three hours of wanting to cry, I was able to catch a few
hours of sleep, sitting upright. It’s
hard to describe the feeling (I think I blocked it out), but it was one of the
worst nights ever. I’ve been lucky
enough to never have acid reflux or heartburn before, so this sudden, intense
pain was alarming.
I called the doctor as soon as they opened and made an
appointment for that afternoon. I was still having the chest pressure, but not
nearly as bad. I started feeling a
little stupid and that I might be overreacting about something lots of people
get, but then I remember reading in my magazines that it’s better to be safe
than sorry. I didn’t want to be one of
those girls on the pages who said she ignored the warning signs of a heart
attack because it was only “acid reflux.” (The doctor told me later that severe
acid reflux and a heart attack are often confused for each other, so I didn’t
feel as dumb).
My “strong heart”
passed all of her tests with flying colors, and I was sent away with a
prescription. I also left with an
incredible peace of mind that was worth the entire visit. The pain has gone
away, but the memory of how scary that episode was hasn’t. Although I ended up with “just acid reflux,”
I’m glad I followed up with a doctor so the next time it happens, I won’t
panic. I’m just a 30-year-old woman with back pain, high cholesterol, dairy and
corn intolerances and now acid reflux.
Maybe on my fourth anniversary here, my heart was trying to send me a message -- life's short, where and what do you really want to be doing with your life? Guess that's something I have to think about, just not stress about, you know, so the acid doesn't come back to remind me to relax.
To be continued ...
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